Sometimes I Forget (to do it right)

why is this piece not only entirely freeform, but an exploration on the use of lines, spacing, capitalisation, punctuation, grammar, and tone? This poem is so meta it'll probably forget ITSELF.


Sometimes I Forget (to do it right)

Shadoe Lass


I need love,

but it's something so surreal...

are these raindrops or tears?

I came here,

with a purpose in mind...

to have a way to hide

the way I feel.


I don't like being broken

because that's what you throw away.


More candles, more drinks, 

more songs, more on the brink....


Can I finish a sentence

can I feel the way I do?

and can I forget about you?

I don't have the temperament.

The ambience

now I forget.


More running, more raindrops,

more hope that the pain stops.

More memories, more name drops,

more proof that I ain't god.


Is this over?

AmIOver u?>

god no.

god? no.

god, no!




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